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Friday 23 October 2009

Halloweeeeeeen

It's been a long time since I updated.
Srry!

Finally it's the half term. 1 week of lie-ins and Kingdom Hearts :D

Halloween party next saturday, too. It should be well good. Hopefully Kalle can make it up from Lund, that'd make it even better.
Bec's finally moved back to England, which means we're likely to meet in December when I go over and if not, next year.
CAN'T WAIT.


x

Sunday 11 October 2009

Yesterday..

..All my troubles seem so faaaar away!
Kidding.

Yesterday Karina was back in Trollhättan for the weekend, so I decided to go meet her, along with a few other people that were asking to se me (Like Amanda xD). I also met her friend Kalle who came with her from Lund :)

IT WAS SO FUN. When I first turned up, I got off the bus to be completely jumped on by Karina haha. I met Kalle and another kid called Anders who was just tagging along for the hell of it. We started to go to the highstreet, and were jumped on by Matte, Amanda and a few other friends of Karinas. Met Andreas and Filip later on at like, 2 or something.

We didn't actually do a whole lot, just sitting and talking and crap, but it was good to just hang out with people again. and Kalle was really nice :)

Wednesday 7 October 2009

7th Octoberrrr

Gooooooood god how bored I am.

Finished the History h/w after about an hour, thinking of bleaching a second time tonight, might leave it though..


Well hungry, haven't eaten all day, can't wait till saturday, seeing Adam tomorrow??


LEGEND.

Tuesday 6 October 2009

New Hairrrr

I had my hair cut!
It looks well good. I uploaded pics to both Facebook and Bilddagboken (for you Swedes) so go check 'em out. And comment!!

Monday 5 October 2009

Hair Dressers

Tomorrow I'm off to the hairdressers. Mum was going to cut my hair on saturday, but decided she couldn't do it, so my appointment is made!
I can't wait.

Plus it's only 10 days till I can bleach my hair again, which is gooood cause it means I'm getting closer to having the colour I actually want :)

This means I can't meet Adam tomorrow though, so we'll probably meet on wednesday or thursday, depending on when he rings me.

I looked at more prospects for Uni too, I know it's kinda early, but I'm way excited haha. I've been thinking about Manchester Uni, as it's the only one where I can learn to teach English as a second language that's in a town I've heard of. The others were like, Roehampton. (WTF?!) so I've been looking into that a bit, but obviously it's not deffinate. I've also been thinking of going to uni in Broadstairs, Kent, but that'd mean changing course, since they don't do it there haha.

Ah well :P Long time to go yet, and there's always Thames Valley Universitary!!

Sunday 4 October 2009

Adam :)

Today's been one of the best days since.. well, since ages.
I tagged a photo on Facebook with a few people's names, one where you write memories and crap, and I tagged Adam cause I felt like it, and for the first time in as long as I can remember I actually got a comment from him, on the pic. He then gave me his new MSN and when we got talking online again, he said that he now lives in Skara, about 5 minutes away from Katedral, which is AMAZING!

we're going to meet up some day this week, posssibly tuesday or something, but I'm SO happy right now, I feel like I'm on drugs!

Saturday 3 October 2009

Hairrrr

I'm really no good at keeping everything updated u_u

Yesterday I bleached my hair. I've decided that I'm going to bleach it untill it's blonde/white and THEN colour, instead of being lazy and only doing it once and subsequently failing.

As my hair was multi-coloured beforehand, it's not made a HUGE difference like it did last time I bleached, but it's noticable. My hair is now blonde at the roots, then ginger, then light brown with light green bits, so yeah haha.

Mum was going to cut my hair today, but she wasn't feeling well, so she's going to do it tomorrow instead if she's feeling better, which I hope she is. It's going to be layered anbd my fringe is going to be trimmed aswell hopefully. It started to grow out and is really annoying to handle.

Other than that, not a lot to mention. I passed both my English Phonetics test with MVG (Top of 3 grades, for you non-swedes), just about, which was a supprise seeing as I didn't understand a thing.
I also passed my Biology Ecology test with MVG, this time with only 2 points off full marks (Because I forgot some scientific names) wich I was well chuffed with, so yeah.

Peaceout. x

Thursday 24 September 2009

Woot! Royal Mail ftw!

LONG TIME NO BLOGGING.
Haven't really had a lot to say, so..

Been a good few days recently! Tuesday I had a headache pretty bad, so was out of school. It kinda sucked cause I missed history and Psychology, which are ace lessons, but all was well anyway. Was feeling much better by bedtime, and even got a day playing Tomb Raider.

Wednesday was a study day, so no school then either (It was like a mid-week-weekend!)
spent the whole day playing Kingdom Hearts none-stop (I shit you not), even when prayer group was round, I just garried on bashing stuff with my keyblade :P

Today was alright in school, we had no english and therefore had 2 and a half hours to do nothing, which was pretty boring, but when I got home, there was a City shirt, jacket and pen waiting for me which'd come straight from the City of Manchester Stadium Shop itself, so I was well happy about that.
The shirt's class, it's a better matierial (Feels a little bit like cotton on the outside but.. it's not. It's soft, basically, while being usual footie-shirt material on the inside). It looks really good, and both the shirt and jacket are high quality, so I'm hoping they'll last me a while!

Tomorrow there's a Wallplant gig at Paradisskolan //Trollhattan. BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!
19.00 it starts, free entry.
Hope to see you all there ;]

x

Wednesday 9 September 2009

Phone bill + City Shirt

I have spent over 2000kr (£200+) on my phone in just three weeks.
The good thing?
The people who set my phone contract forgot to put on the upper limit, which means THEY have to pay it after setting it straight. Therefore my 3hr long convo with Gaz yesterday? FREE. all the sms's I've sent? FREE.

Life's gooooood :P

My mum finally cashed in my first pay check of two, meaning I now have 960kr! *dance*
I'm buying a City Shirt with it though, so yeahhhh, I wont have SO much, but PAH. Who cares? I'll have a City shirt :D:D

Sunday 6 September 2009

Depressing.

From now on I have no problems.
All my inhabitions are gone.

I'm sick of people putting up pictures on BDB saying "I HAVE A PROBLEM!" or "I FEEL SAD!" etc and then telling everyone on MSN what it is that's wrong with them. Why not put it all up on fucking BDB if you want to tell people so much??

And it's so fucking stupid in the first place, most of the time they only do it to make people do "Aww, poor you <3" and get sympathy.

And then there's all the people who go "I'm here for you :) <3".
MOST OF THEM PROBABLY HAVEN'T EVEN SPOKEN FOR AGES. I know for a fact that happens because it happens to me too on the rare occasions I load up pics like that.

You lot spend so much time being pessimistic, feeling sorry for yourselves and being generally depressing.
IT BRINGS PEOPLE DOWN, and I'm sick of it.

So if all you're going to do is load up pictures everyday saying "I'm so depressed, my life's shit" then fuck the hell off. There's plenty of people who are worse off than you. Your life's so bad because you can't get a girlfriend? What about the people in Africa who have no fucking homes because of the malitias that are running around?
You're depressed because your mum screamed at you? What about all those Irish people that have been killed for the last 800 years simply because they're Irish?

Some of you guys just don't have a grip on reality.

Thursday 3 September 2009

Mum's backerzzz.

Fyyyyyyy faaaaaaaan.
I have finally loaded up all my photos from the summer holidays onto Bilddagboken.
I might actually have a few more, but I can't find them, so sod it.

Mum's back. This means English food! I am drowning in heavenly goods. <3

Awesome day at school. Really got to know the new girl Lu-- something or other (Can't spell her name goddamnit), and Imma start taking Italian starting monday. Awesomly good.

&&&&&&&
Henrik's coming tomorrowwwww :D
Mint!!

Wednesday 2 September 2009

Words of the weeeeeeeeeeek.

Joke Insurance
When two mates have a mutual understanding to laugh at each others jokes, no matter how lame or awkward said joke is, therefore lessening the social failure of the bad joke.
I was talking to some girls the other day when I cracked a 'your mother' joke. Luckily, I had joke insurance with Chris so I still ended up getting both their numbers. All Chris got was a weird look for his over-the-top laugh.


Prefill
When, in cases of extreme thirst, a person using a soft-drink fountain fills the beverage container, chugs it, and then fills it again before sitting down to eat.
Person 1: Hey man, why did it take you so long to get a soda?
Person 2: I was prefilling my cup; I've been thirsty all day.



Buffer Race
The race between the playback line and the buffer bar on an internet video.
Damn, I cant hear a freekin thing this guys saying it keeps skipping because of the damn buffer race. The buffer bar is losing.


"Oh Shit" Handle
The handle in most passenger vehicles and trucks that is located in the interior of the vehicle above the door. Used in extreme driving situations where passengers do not wish to be thrown about the interior of the vehicle. Situations that warrant the usage of the "oh shit handle" include hard braking, abrupt cornering, skidding, careening off bridge. It is usually considered polite for driver to warn passengers before they feel obligated to use the "oh shit handle".
Me: "Mike, I am going to take the 25 mph turn at 55... better grab the oh shit handle!"
Mike: "I've been holding the oh shit handle since you started the car!"

Woahhhhhhh

Long time no writing.
Since the last entry, qhuite a lot of little things have happened.

First off, for the last week and a bit, mum's been in England. This means free run of the house from end of school till 19:30 every day. LEGEND!
On the other hand, it means I have to cook and tidy and all that jazz, which is really annoying since I have stuff like homework to do too :(

Also, I've fially got a diagnosis - I have Autism. they don't know what type of Autism it is yet, they only know that I have it. I had to go for more tests, but my last one was yesterday, after filling in some questionaire, they said I don't have to come back again for the forseeable future, which is all good. It means no missing history lessons again.

After starting school in Uddevalla, Henrik got a laptop. That means more online activity from him (Ending up in me using Mafia Wars.....) Which, overall, is pretty damn good. I'm well pleased. Ta love ^^

We also had IB camp at Sjöhaga. There's not really much to say about that other than we sat up by the fire by the lake untill about 2am in the morning. Well, 8 of us did, the rest went off earlier. They were smart.
Saying that, we were all pretty much 100% awake at 7am when we had to get up after just 5 hours sleep. It was well good.

Henrik's supposed to be coming round on friday, providing he's allowed after his antics on monday. His mum got pissed at him because he decided to.. wrestle the cat..
..Yeah..... Anyway, I'm going to find out if he's allowed or not some time today. Hoping he can!

&& The Beautiful Mess are no longer :(
Jordan has a new band (Him, Thomas and Tobbe). They've got a gig on friday saturday which I'm almost deffinatly at, so I shall report back on the potential epicness of this new band (No name chosen as of 2nd September).

Sunday 23 August 2009

WHAT A FUCKING FIASCO!!

So, yesterday I went to GBG.
We went to the English shop, hung out, met Jasmine, Gustav, Niklaz and Linda (Though only for like, 15 mins or something D:) and then everyone else went off and Me, Patrik and Ellen went to the moooovies.

We saw "Inglorious Bastards" (SORRY HENRIK! XD). It was fucking amazing. GO SEE IT. NOW. Some bits made you think "..Ugh, save me -.-" but it was about 1% of the whole movie, so hardly anything really.

Then we went to Centralen to wait for an hour for our busses.
I got on my train, and they said there was a technical problem so we'd be leaving later than the 21:32 avgång that was booked. The ticket woman walked down the train asking everyone where they were going incase they had to arrange busses for people instead. I rang my mum and said.

An hour later, we left. We then had to wait 20 minutes more a little way down the track because there were other trains coming in late due to the same problem. I rang my stepdad again to say what was going on so that my mum would leave to pick me up from Herrljunga at the right time. My phone was almost dead so I couldn't stay on long.

I knew Herrljunga was the 3rd stop, so instead of trying to look through the darkness outside for the stop, I just counted. The train didn't announce what station it was at for some reason, so when I got off the third stop, I was 1 station too far. I'd missed Herrljunga. I presume they didn't stop at Vårgårda because no one wanted to get off there, but that was no help to me.

I rang my stepdad to tell him what'd happened, but my mum'd already left, and having no mobile, none of us could reach her. My phone then died mid conversation, but I was safe in the knowledge that my stepdad knew I was in Floby instead of Herrljunga. The bitch was that I couldn't contact anyone, no one could contact me, it was 23:55 at night and I had no fucking clue how to get home, so I stayed at the train station there (Which, incidently, has no actual train station, it's just a busstop and a train track, so I was stuck outside for fucking ages.)

At about 1:55 some people pulled up in a car, a man and woman of about 30 - 40, and asked why I was just sat there in the cold. I explained what had happened, and one of them drove home to fetch a Sony Ericsson car phone charger so I could load my phone for a bit and see if anyone'd tried to contact me.
Theyt hadn't, but 5 minutes after I put the charger in my mum rang me to see where I was.

It turns out that upon seeing I didn't get the train, my mum saw the next stop was Falköping, and having not found me there she'd gone to the next, and last, stop Skövde. I wasn't there either, so she was really worried. She'd driven back to Herrljunga then to see if she'd missed me, and I still wasn't there so she'd driven home to see if I'd left a message or call the police in worst-case-scenario.

When she got there she'd found a message from my stepdad saying I was in Floby and that he'd started to walk to Herrljunga to come and find her. she then drove to Floby via Herrljunga to try and get him on the way, but having no luck, she carried on and picked me up at 3am (the people'd let me sit in their car so I could load my phone more and get warm, hence why I was online for a little bit, if you who I spoke to are wondering.)

We then had to drive back to herrljunga and find my stepdad, which we eventually did. We got home at 4:10am, and I didn't get to bed untill 4:30.

I woke up today at 13:00.

ON ANOTHER NOTE I got a new mobile on Friday. It's the best! :D

Wednesday 12 August 2009

I hate climbing.

Today I got home from work half an hour early, only to get INTO the house the same time as I would have had it been a normal day.

I had to climb in the fucking window.

Mum decided to go out, lock the door and leave no note, so upon arriving home at 14:30 the only thing open was the living room window.

I had to drag the garden table all the way across the garden to underneath the window, then drag the bench too and put it ON the table, then use a bucket to climb on the table, then the bench and then through the window.

I am not ammused. You have no idea how heavy that table was. Or that bench.

Tuesday 11 August 2009

The last 7 days

Okay, so, It's been almost a week since Isak split with me.
I still don't feel anything.
Maybe this is a good thing, maybe not, but right now, I dunno what to think.

For a while I thought it was just shock and that I'd get overit soon enough and feel anger or sadness, but I still feel like "Yeah.. Whatever." so I guess that says a lot XD

Elliot said to me the other day "Sucks to be him, he's the one missing out."
I guess he must be right.

Yesterday Elliot added me as his "Other half" on Bebo, which was unexpected, and Dan // Spalding left me a comment. Granted, it made no sense, but oh well, for once it was him talking first, and today, after ignoring me for over a year, Toby added me on Facebook and MSN. also, Gaz added me as his "Other half" on Facebook, so two in as many days xD

I finish work on friday. CAN'T WAIT.

Sunday 2 August 2009

Saturday 11th July - Pemberton Chocolate Factory

Today I went to Pemberton Chocolate Factory. It's not that big, but it smelt really goo inside, even though it was raining XD
their chocolate covered doughnuts were ACE O.O

Then we went shopping in Tenby. I was bought a bright blue raincoat cause the rain was getting worse and I didn't have one. It's so cool :P

When we got back to the tent, the people camping on the opposite side of the feild (about 10 meters away) were running round outside in their underpants (These were 2 males, mind) and then zooming up and down the field in their red honda, making loads of skid marks on the ground. the funny thing was, it was bucketing down with rain, so they must've been flooded in their pants ;]

During the night I slept in the same compartment as my mum cause the rain had flooded MY tent. The wind was so bad that at one point, when I was tying my shoes, the side of the tent (Which you can stand up in) was pushed down so far it hit me on the back haha.
Fun ;]

Friday 10th July - Oakwood

OAKWOOD!

I love this place. I went on all the big rollercoasters, apart from Hydro because some girl died on it a few years back, so that makes me think "HAH no." when people mention me going on it.

Megaphobia is still the best <3
SPEED made me feel like I was going to DIE but it was still legend.
The Pirate Ship was still awesomely stomach-turning ;]

And I got shat on by a seagull who happened to be flying overhead.
apparently my mum was impressed because all I did was wipe it off and swear revenge on the bastard instead of bursting into tears like she apparently would have.

Fucking great day otherwise :D

Thursday 9th July - Manorbier

Today we went to Manorbier Castle.
Was pretty good, although I've seen it before, so nothing new.. haha.

We went on the beach there afterwards, but it was too cold to go in the sea, so I sat and froze on the sand instead XD

Wednesday 8th July - To Tenby

We were supposed to leave at 7.00 this morning, but ended up leaving at 7.30 instead cause my mam forgot some stuff at Mark's parent's house in Jame's room, so we were all getting in the car when she burst out "I FORGOT SOME STUFF!!" and we all had to re-pack the trailer again.

Then we finally left, and were at my nans in about 2 hours, as there was no traffic ^^.
When we got there there was no one in, but it didn't matter as we were only picking up some fishing rods before setting for for Tenby <3

When we got there, we pitched camp and then went off to eat Chips (After meeting up with Mark's parents and my "Auntie" Lorraine).
IT WAS SO GOOD.
Then I went and said hello to our family friends who own the sweet shops there before going swimming at like, 10pm, cause I'm cool :P

Tuesday 7th July - London

All day on a bus usually sounds boring right?
Wrong.

Today it was "Bus tour round London" day (Even though I'd seen most of it before anyway, but oh well xD)
We had this crazy tour guide, who sat there telling us about all the different sights, called Phil. He was so funny. Can't really remember that much now, but I remember it was way cool xD

Then it was off to the Trocadero Center in Picadilly, where I bought 2 t-shirts, a watch, a pair of those sunglasses that have slits in them (They got the Union Jack on the frount 8D) and some little things from the shops there. The flashing lights and colours are amazing x_x

Then we went to the Pasaje Del Terror, on the other side of the Trocadero Center, which incidentally was only a 10 minute walk away from where the Harry Potter premier was going on AT THAT VERY MOMENT. (I was very tempted to ditch the Terror thing and go stalk Draco Malfoy instead *drool* but my stepdad wouldn't let me <_<)

Ahem. anyway, I digress. The Pasaje Del Terror was kinda like Gastern Ghost Hotel (However you spell it) In that you walk around holding onto the person in front while shit jumps out at you, only this was actually scary.

I can't remember all the chambers, but I can remember some of them.

The first corner you go round you meet a monk who tells you that you must complete the labyrinth as it is the only way out, to hold onto the person in front at all times and NOT to run. you walk for a few seconds round another few corners, and then you have to walk through a chamber where there is a fence on your right, behind which is a guy dressed as a Zombie who is smashing a shovel against the bars. Once the last person (In this case, me -.-') has gone halfway through the room holding onto the others, the gate opens and the zombie comes running out screaming and shouting while chasing after you till you round the next 2 corners.

The same sort of thing happens a few times and then you reach halfway where you see the monk again. "Well done to have made it this far, you must all stick together now, not long left to go. In the next room is a girl. She is the prettiest girl in the world, yes she is, but you MUST NOT LOOK HER IN THE FACE, or doom be upon you!! Continue now, and pray you make it to the end.." and then you're off again.

When we went round the next corner, everyone had their heads down looking at the floor. All you could see from this position was a load of flashing white lights, like lightening, lighting up the floor and the feet of the person in front of you, and you could hear this girl screaming and cackling. Once round the corner everyone looked up and forward to the stairs ahead, but me, being the dickhead that I am, looked back to see what was behind, only to see a woman dressed like the girl from "The Exorcist" running like a spider behind us all. This shocked me so much I started screaming, meaning the other 7 people ahead of me turned round to see what it was about and subsequently started screaming and running too.

Oh how I like to boast about being able to make Mass-hysteria run wild.

Again this happens a few more times (Although, even though it's pretty much the same thing each time it does not get boring or predictable at all, in fact, I loved it.) till you come running out of the door at the end, change your shorts after shitting yourself so many times, and carry on your merry way home, looking over your shoulder periodically expecting to see some disfigured person running after you.

All in all? fucking ace :D

Monday 6th July - Bluewater

Today I went to Bluewater! :D
It's the biggest shopping center in England I believe, and if it's not, TAKE ME TO THE ONE THAT IS!

When I got there I had £150 to spend (About 1750kr). I bought so much stuff, it's unbelieveable xD I had about £20 (About 200kr) left when we went home HAHA.
I bought:

The Fragrance Shop:
(Like "Kicks" without the makeup.)
- [Present for someone] £17.99

Claire's Accessories:
(Kinda like "Glitter" over here in Sweden.)
- White Braces £5.00
- Black Braces £5.00
- Pack of 8 Piercings £8.50
- Key Necklace £1.00
- Pack of 12 Bangles £1.00
- Pack of 12 earrings £1.00
- Silver Ring w/ Blue gems £1.00
- Lipgloss £1.00

Superdrug:
(There is no Swedish equivallent. It's like "Kicks" and "Apoteket" mixed together. Also sells other stuff.)
- Black/Pink Straighteners £6.99
- 2 x Styling Spray £3.39

New Look:
(Like "Åhléns" without the homeware section.)
- White Pumps w/ Trim £10.00

Madhouse:
(Clothes shop. Mainly for guys but also sells female clothes.)
- Leather Handbag £5.00
- [Present for someone] £5.00

Pineapple:
(Clothes shop. Pineapple is originally a dance studio from the Soho area in London. The clothes shop sells dance clothes.)
- Cargo Sweatpants Grey £15.00
- Class of 79 Tee White £6.00
- 79-09 Slouch Vest Black £8.00

GAP:
(Usually very expensive clothes shop. Sells for male, female, children and babies. Very good quality.)
- 2x White Tank Top £7.98

Punkyfish:
(Almost exactly like shock but mainly clothes, bags and belts as opposed to hair dyes, fake eyelashes etc.)
- Yellow Graffiti Top £10.00

HMV:
(Like any old media shop. Sells DVD's, CD's, a few video games and various musical accessories, t.ex Headphones, ipod covers etc.)
- Ice age Double Pack £5.00
- In-Ear Headphones £8.99

Alltogether that's £132.84
;D It was so much fun.

Sunday 5th July - Hampton Court Palace

Hampton Court Palace. Former home of Henry VIII. It was fun :)

On the way there we saw a sign by a church that said "There's probably no bus, so come and enjoy God" LOL. It was next to a busstop. That busstop is known for ALWAYS being missed by busdrivers because hardly anyone wants to get off in that estate hahaha.

Our GPS took us down some country road, meaning we were driving about like fools for about an hour before finding the ACTUAL way to Hampton Court, but oh well.

I met a guy who works there called Ian Franklin who told me all about ghosts and stuff, and is known in the Parapsychology community as being a very good referance when looking for work. He said that he'd send me a letter saying he's talked to me and it convinced I am genuinley intrigued by the paranormal blah blah blah. Basically I'm going to get my first referance to universitary already :D

Can't wait ^^

Holiday to England (The journey there)

FRIDAY 3RD JULY
Woke up at 6:30. Left 10 minutes late at 7:25 to go to the vets for some vaccine that the dogs had to have to cross the borders.
Everyone was squashed in the car, I couldn't move my legs at all xD

Practised my french a little, seeing as we'd be going through 3 countries where you must speak french if you need help and can't speak dutch (France, Holland and Belgium).

Estimated time of arrival in Hamburg: 14:46.

My camera batteries were dead, so I had to wait till we got to Denmark to take photos so that Mark could go buy some more X_X
There were SO may lorries about, it was weirdly scary diving next to them all. It felt like you could be squashed at any moment D:

I slept all the way to Varberg haha.
We got to Denmark at 14:30 after crossing a bridge where there were windmills IN THE SEA. Why?!

Estimated time of arrival in Hamburg: 15:30.

Mark swapped with my mum once we reached Denmark so that she could rest from driving, but it didn't last long - after an hour or two when we reached a second toll bridge she swapped back cause he kept drifting from side to side in his lane O.O

Estimated time of arrival in Hamburg: 19:30

We then spent half an hour looking out the windows for any signs of a petrol station as we were running out FAST. We found one, and subsequently topped up on gas. I then insisted we listen to Michael Jackson for a bit, so my mum put in my MJ CD, only to take it out again after 2 songs because she found his voice annoying. Pfft.

We reached the Danish/German border at 19:35. Everyone was tired and wanting to eat tea, so we stopped off and ate.

Estimated time of arrival in Hamburg: 21:30.

When on the final leg of today's journey, we past a field that smelt SO bad, even though the windows were up and the AC was on, you could STILL smell it. THIS IS WHY I HATE PIGS.

We got to Hamburg at 22:30, almost 8 hours after our initial arrival time, because we had to drive at max 100kmph on the motorways and shit because we had a trailer, so we got absolutely no time to see the city, we just had to go straight to sleep, although, the campsite we were stayingat was SHITE. It was horrific.



SATURDAY 4TH JULY
Mam woke us up at 4:30 this morning because she HATED the place we were staying. She couldn't sleep because it was annoying her so much, so after a few hours she woke everyone up and we set off about 4 hours earlier than planned XD We left at 5.

By 9:00 our estimated time of arrival in Calais (to get the ferry to Dover) was 14:00.

I tried playing "I Spy" with Mark, but when it was his turn to choose, he chose things that no one could ever have got, so I gave up and told him he failed.

The radio stations in Holland are great - just like in England haha. we had loads of fun listening to random Dutch music, and listening to the news was also a laugh :P

I slept for a bit before getting to Belgium at 13:17.

We reached France at 16:15. Time of arrival in Calais: 16:54.
I love France. I changed my mind from all those Anti-French things, it's beautiful. I'd love to go on holiday there.

We reached Calais at 17:01, so were able to get the 18:00 crossing instead of the planned 19:00 crossing, which was good. It was fun being able to see both France and England at the same time in the middle of the English Channel.

We landed in England at 18:37 Local time (19:37 Swedish time), so although the crossing took 1½ hours, we only actually lost 30 mins ;]

We drove past a sign for Ramsgate (LOL <3) and were at Mark's parent's house by 8:45pm :)

Tuesday 30 June 2009

Matt..

..Is going to come to my birthday party on the 23rd :P I can't wait.

He's so awesome, I mean, I know I've only known him about a week, but every chat flows effortlessly. AND he's like my twin, I swear. Same birthday, Same Likes, Same hair ._. It makes me happy just talking to him.

Oh yeahhhhh :)

Jasmine

So um.. Yeah. This is Isak's ex. She's also his best friend.

He never stops talking about her ._.
I feel like I'm living in her shadow.

I don't mind, I'll ut up with it for him because he's the best thing that's ever happened to me, but sometimes it's like "ARGH". Like yesterday, I rang him, and he said that Jasmine'd told him I had commented on her Bilddagboken. He got all defensive saying "What did you say?" etc. I couldn't remember that particular comment, but it really put me out that he would seem so defensive over the fact I'd commented on hers, despite the fact she looked on mine first.

I have trust issues anyway, and she has another boyfriend who's friends with me and Isak independantly, but I'm so insecure and that, cause all I ever think about is "Does he really mean that? Why hasn't he rung me yet?" etc etc and it's not that I don't trust either of them, I just don't trust myself. I think I'm going to drive him away being so paranoid.

I tried to talk to him about a similar thing when I had issues about MY friend flirting with him, and he just said "1. She's not my type, she's a player. 2. I'm with you, if I wanted her instead I wouldn't be together with you". It makes sense, but that was someone he'd met twice, this is his best friend and I dunno if it's just because he's going to America tomorrow where he's in the same town as she is, and he's going to be with her for a whole month and I think he's going to do stuff or whatever, but it's like.. I don't want him to think I'm a crazy stalker ._.

Monday 29 June 2009

Ew.

My right arm feels achy/numb in the crook of the elbow as if I'd held it in the air for half an hour.

I have no idea why.

&& I was just re-reading my entries, and I have the phrase "All in all a -- day" at the end of them WAY too often.

Saturday 27 June 2009

Thursday 25th June

Wow. Today was super.

I woke up at 7am, and was out the door by 8:30 to go to summer School just outside Vara. I was going to help my mum's friend Lotta who's an English teacher.
It was actually kinda fun, I thought it was going to be really boring, but I didn't want to say no 'cause that'd be mean xD
The kids there were really nice, I got on with all of them.

Then at 12:28 I got on the bus for the first time since finishing school and went up to Trollhättan. I never realized how boring it is, but seeing as most days I was practicaly unconsious through lack of sleep, I never noticed before now HAHA. It was swealtering on the bus, fucking terrible.

When I got to Trollhättan I met Isak (^^) and we dropped round to Karina's to get my boots, although she wasn't in. We walked up and down the high street for at least 30 minutes looking for a decent hairdressers for Isak X_X We also went into Kicks, Åhléns, Fairplay and Torget Kebab Shop to get chips ;D

After that we walked home, ate some fried pasta, and then watched TV with Zak. Isak decided to bleach his hair during this, and failed to comply with what I told him to do, which left him regretting he'd not done what I'd said (He bleached ALL of his hair instead of just the roots despite the fact I told him it'd fall out afterwards, and what did it do? Start to fall out afterwards).
Zak thought this was Hillarious.

All 3 of us then watched The Scooby Doo Movie 2, although most of this was spent talking, as no one was really interested in actually watching it, and just when everyone was getting ready to go to bed, Rune came up and told us all Michael Jackson was dead, to which Isak replied with a look of absolute shock, Zak carried on as normal, and I was like "..and?"
Isak spent the next 40 hours randomly saying "I don't believe that Michael Jackson is dead O_O" from nowhere. He even said it in his sleep at one point, although he could have been awake when he said it.

All in all, and proper awesome day (:

Wednesday 24 June 2009

Seaweed

I dyed my hair. Finally.

It's like, Seaweed colour :D
IT'S SO COOL?!

Uploading pics onto Bilddagboken and Facebook soon!

Monday 22 June 2009

Fun fun fun

Not done much over the last few days. Had some test thingy on wednesday about my Autism that should've been on thursday too, but I work so fast that they didn't need to. I was therefore sat at home on thursday doing sweet fuck all.

Either friday or saturday I was supposed to go into Göteborg, but in the end I didn't, so Mark's going to buy the hair dye himself instead ^^

Friday we went to eat out in Falköping, but mother refused to listen to me when I said that everything would be shut, so we ended up going to McDonalds.. Because everything was shut -.-
We then went to Ninni's house to see kittens, and MY GOD O_O

They're so fucking cute!!
9 days old, I could hold them in one hand *melt*
We have to wait till august to get mine though, I wanted to take her there and then ;o

She's like, dark grey/black with a white patch on her chin/underneath of her neck, one just below, and one down my the back legs, and she has little white "socks" on her feet :3
I'm naming her Lyla :D

Saturday, 13 days before we drive to England, my stepdad managed to put our new car in a ditch somewhere near Vedum.

I knew he was a smart person, but I didn't know he was that fucking smart.

Apparently he was driving along from Herrljunga back home, and suddenly he was driving on the verge, so he tried to steer the car back up onto the road, and ended up rolling it into the ditch completely.
One of the wheels failed, and it's dented all over.

And this is about 3 weeks after he told me off for making a dent the size of a 50öre/1p coin on the back bumber. HAH.

Yesterday I bleached my hair. It came out an.. interesting colour. Ginger. It looks so cool! I almost don't want to colour it now haha.

Sunday 14 June 2009

Grill Fest!

Today I'm having a BBQ :)

I invited like, 15 people, and up till yesterday only 7 were coming, but now it's only 5 as something came up and Abby&Stella can't come :( It sucks.
But at least the 5 I'm left with are awesome people :D

More later (:

Saturday 13 June 2009

Fights

Don't you hate it when parents fight?

My stepdad has this.. issue(?) where everytime I do something wrong, he thinks about it after it's delt with all the time, and then he'll think of something that he can use against me for the same reason, come home/back/up to me and start the argument all over again so that he can say that one thing, and it drives ´me and my mum crazy.

Like today - I downloaded a song illegally, my mum saw and had a go at me, so I stopped, and then my stepdad went out. He just came back, and has immediatly come to me asking about where I got the music that's playing off the computer, so I told him it was playing off youtube (Because it was) and then he's all "Show me." starting the argument again, and he wont back down untill I show him (Which I didn't). My mum told him to leave it, and he starts coming out with some bullshite about how he's worried about where I got the song from, and my mum tells him to shut the hell up because it's all been delt with and he doesn't need to bring it up again etc, and he just looks at her like she hasn't even said anything, and when they're done arguing, he acts like nothing happened at all, making my mum even more annoyed.

Why does he have to be such a fool?! Every single day something like this happens, and it's not fair on my mum, because she's always stuck in the middle. :(

Thursday 11 June 2009

"Ninja Of Love"

Wow. Rain + Canal + Clothes = fun.
Trust me.

Yesterday me, Lindell and Isak decided it would be fun to go swimmin in the canal. In the rain. Fully clothed. Oh yes, it's true.
Aside from it being fucking freezeing, it was pretty damn fun.

And afterwards, Zakarias got to see Lindell in only wet underpants when he went looking for the phone in Zak's room hahaha. Qoute from Zak: "..What's with the gay shit?".

I got to stay at Isak's till long after Lindell left, watching "Mad TV", "Paris Hiltons BFF", "Mommy's Boy" and a movie called Blue something-or-other (I can't remember the whole name) which I'd seen before, but was still pretty good, until about 11pm when his dad got home and offered to drop me at my place.

All in all, a top notch day :)

Sunday 7 June 2009

This weekend

This weekend was amazing.

On saturday I went to Isak's. We made pie ;D TWO pies. It wasn't great pie, but it was fun making it in any case xD And going down to ICA to buy filling was fun too.

Shoulda let me carry the bag love ^^
Aaaaaaaand today Isak came here after work :P

Was way cool. We watched the Spongebob Movie (I can't believe he hadn't seen it before?!) and talked about who in the world would think about frying pie. (He did. Apparently.) Haha <3

And then we watched some of the 10th season of The Simpsons.

Legend (Y)

Thursday 4 June 2009

Kingdom Hearts 3 [Contains Spoilers]

FUCKING BASTARDS?!

I just saw the intro for Kingdom Hearts 3 Click here to see it ....It looks like absolute shit.

Seriously, it's only coming out for the Playstation 3 [FAIL!!] The guy in the intro is no one who's been on the games before [Fail.] The guy being frozen looks remotely like Roxas, but no one is sure [Fail.] and the girl is.. WHO? [Fail.]

Square Enix, you've fucked us for the last time.

I've been waiting for this game since I got the second one when it came out, and now they're arse-fucking everyone by saying you can't buy it on anything but PS3?
That's dumb.
So you're telling me I have to fork out a shit load for a PS3 which, frankly, is shit compared to most other consoles, takes up loads of space, and for which you pay more for the other features that I wouldn't even use [t.ex Photo storage] JUST TO PLAY ONE FREAKING GAME?!
And on top of that, once I have it, I can't play the first two on it, so I have to keep my PS2..

Now, you might say that if I was a *true* Kingdom Hearts fan I'd spare the pain and buy it anyway, but no. Not this time. this is dumb. It would be different if maybe the PS3 could play PS2 games, because then it's be like upgrading rather than buying a whole new console, but that's not how it is, so why should I give money to and support Sony when they've completely turned me upside down in a pile of shit and held me there?

I FUCKING HATE YOU SQUARE ENIX!!


Final Fantasy still sucks.

Skövde

So today I had another Entrance Exam, this time for ITGymnasiet in Skövde. We had to leave at like, 7:15 'cause we were going to pick up mam's friend Claudia before we went there, and it takes about, 1:30hrs to get to Skövde in the first place, so no sleep in morning for me D:
We got there at like, 8:50, and it started at 9:00. The whole thing, (2 English tests, 1 Maths test & an interveiw) was finished by 10:30 haha. Then mam and Claudia came and picked me up, and instead of going back to school to be bored we went shopping :D

We went to about.. 20 shops. Literally. And I got a dress for Skolavslutning ^^ It's like, a pale orange halter neck. Really nice.. :P

And I finally got new Converse! the Union Jack ones I said I was getting were discontinued, so they don't make them anymore -.- Fucking sucks. But now I have one pair of white and one pair of Black Converse (They're not proper converse, but who cares, they look the same so all's good ^^)
My back fucking kills now, but oh well xD

School again tomorrow though, I hope we have no tests, I've done enough to last a life time this week D:

Everyone should come to our Skolavslutning next friday by the way (Obviously this is aimed at people who are NOT in 9blå). It's at Torsbohallen in Trollhättan, starts at like, 10:00, but if anyone needs a lift there, I'm sure mam can supply one.

Friday 15 May 2009

Part of the queue

Long time no speak.

Not a lot's happened recently. The last three days after school I've met up with Isak, and it's been really really fun. I mean, this guy is amazing. There's no words to describe it.

We had theme week as well, althought it was only 3 days but oh well haha. On tuesday I got to watch Karina die at the gym, "Friskis och Svettis", which was quite funny, and Andreas managed to end up on the floor with one of those gym bikes on top of him in front of everyone, which was hilarious. He then went on to say the next day that Florida was a country, so he's been having a good week.

I got some things in the post today and yesterday too, which was quite unexpected. I got a DVD ("The Lee Evans XL tour") and three books ("Sid Vicious; No one is innocent", "Rock'n'Roll star" & "My booky wook") so I can't wait to start reading/watching them.

xo

Friday 8 May 2009

Let's get retarded

Well. It's been a while since I blogged. I guess I should update mnore often..

Well, anyway. Saturday was absolutely amazing. I mean, for real, I never realized how much I'd missed Henrik until then, and by god, I'd missed him a lot. I wanted to run up and hug him every 2 seconds haha.

And Patrik was so sweet and funny, I swear, no one has ever made me laugh as much as he did.

On other news, Karina's finally moved out. I'm not sure really what to think, as I think she may have done it because she thinks she's a burden on us, which is kind of true but still, but on the other hand expierience has told me so shut up and grow up.
I think the real reason she left was because she realized that she wasn't coming to England with us, if she lived here or not, and so the novelty wore off. sucks to be her because we didn't particularly want her to come anyway..

It was getting rather annoying to live with her too. I'm not going to state why, as that would be bitching, but I can honestly say, hand on heart, that if I'd had to live with her longer, I'd have killed her.
enough said.

The Beautiful Mess are playing tomorrow, you should all get your arses down to M15 at 19:00. it's 30kr Entré, and the bands playing are;
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    Wednesday 29 April 2009

    ..Thursday..?

    Couldn't think of a title, sorry haha.

    I haven't blogged in a few days, been really busy. No one ever told me that doing bugger all could be so goddamn tiring :D

    We have the day off tomorrow - Labour day. Woo!
    I'm going to go to Herrljunga and meet people. Got lots of meeting people to do..

    Friday; Mirijam, Tove, Michan, Ida and probably Linn & others.
    Saturday; Adrien, Henrik, Mimmi, Patrik, Karina, possibly others..

    Tiring! Haha. But it's going to be legend. Haven't seen the first lot in almost a year (Well, apart from Michan and Ida) And Henrik I haven't seen in two years, so I absolutely cannot wait :D

    Anyway, not much more to report..

    Over and out HAHA.

    Friday 24 April 2009

    Funny words

    So i was cruising urbandictionary.com earlier so that I could find out how to explain a slang word to one of my teachers, and I came across some words/phrases that were chronic! xD

    ghetto upgrade
    When you are flying economy on a near empty flight and can lay across an entire row of seats.
    I got a ghetto upgrade on my flight to Bangkok and was able to sleep most of the way.


    FriendTM
    When a friend low on cash (the paper kind) pays the group's bill on their debit card in order to get the cash from their friends--therefore avoiding both the ATM surcharge and the inconvenience of finding one.
    Hey guys, can I FriendTM this? I don't have any cash.


    boxset bully
    Person who pushes you to watch huge quantities of their favorite TV show by offering to lend you the massive DVD boxset.
    Applies to: Lost, The Wire, Band of Brothers, Battlestar Galactica, West Wing, Heroes , Dexter, Family Guy etc
    No, I've not seen The Wire. I'm sure the script is superb, but I'm not willing to spend a week watching all 60 episodes, you boxset bully.


    It is what it is
    Used often in the business world, this incredibly versatile phrase can be literally translated as "fuck it."
    The client changed the deadline to today? Well, it is what it is.

    ...Fuck it. XD

    Wednesday 22 April 2009

    Studidag

    Woooo no school today. Spent the whole day so far working on french and on English stuff, although to be honest, the English stuff was just reading Harry Potter, so i dont know if that counts haha.

    Karina went off to see Simon, so I bet she's been making out since about 11 -.-
    I thought today was going to be shitty and boring, but actually, it lived up to higher standards.

    Hoping that someone loggs on MSN soon though, cause I'm bored as shit on the talking front.

    Sucks to be me I guess.

    Well.. What more..
    Thinking of typng a loooong email to Beckie some time today. I've been meaning to since about.. January?
    She keeps asking me for one too, I guess I'm a big failure on that frount haha.
    Also need to write to my nan, as I don't get to say all the stuff I want to when she rings at the weekends. I should get her to read it out to my grandad too, caus eI hardly ever get to speak to him, as he's always in bed when she rings.

    I've been really missing people in England lately. I think it's come from the fact we're all chosing Gymnasiats and shit, and they're already halfway through GCSE's. I kinda wish I was doing them instead, even thoughthe prospect of doing them instea,d as I would really really love to be doing more History, and less Swedish!

    I'm kinda worried about the whole Nationella prov (National Test) in maths on thursday too, It's going to go good, I know, but I can't stop the feeling that I'm going to fail. I think that's come about because I finally found a Gymnasiat that I want to go to really badly, and obviously that leads me to think that no matter what I do I'm going to fail and not be able to go there.
    It kinda sucks really, cause I know I could be an "MVG child" and get MVG in everything (Apart from Swedish and Gym) but I lack the effort needed, and that worries me.

    On a completely different note, we're finally getting to the bottem of this Autism issue. syster Johan has finally recieved the "Formula A" that my mum had to fill in, and the school doctor rang Skövde Hospital to find out what to do next, so hopefully we're on or way forwards with that, so that it's all sorted.

    We're getting a new car soon too, after my mum had a run-in with a Volvo in our other one, and it had to be written off. I'm kind of gutted, cause I loved that old car, but now we're getting a Hyundi, so I'll have to speak Japanese to it all the time HAHA. My mum's gutted too, cause she liked the old car for one, and also because she's now got to get a wierd Swedish car, so we wont be able to drive like English people anymore, we're going to have to be more Swedish xD
    I was hoping she'd be able to get another English car, but the cost of buying one and then flying over so that we could drive it back, and the time that would take was just too much for us to be able to do, seeing as my stepdad can't take time off work and they can't leave me and my foster sister home alone all day, which admittedly would have been rather fun. Parties all night! Woo!

    I've managed to write 12 A5 pages on my story, including the Preface, and so far it's been going good, although I now have a writers block, so if anyone could help, that'd be amazing!

    Anyway, must be off to go do some work.
    Blogging soon
    XO

    Monday 20 April 2009

    Insomniaaaaa

    Basically i'm sitting here bored out of my tits.
    Insomnia is a bitch, I want to go to bed and haven’t been able to for 2 days now.
    BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH,
    godddammitt :x

    Life’s been “almighty”, if anyone’s slightly interested.
    I've hardly anytime for VF anymore which sucks cos there is some rockin’ folk hiding out there.

    GAH.

    D:

    The end of the world...?

    Yesterday, I watched a history program on Youtube.
    It talked about all the ways the world could end.

    We're close to the end of the world and it scares me to death.
    I can't sleep knowing I was born just in time for God to end our world.
    Is it inevitable?

    Is the will of God absolute?
    Is he telling us that he WILL end the world, or is he merely warning us and giving us a chance to change our ways?

    Why was I born in this time of increasing turmoil?
    Why was I placed in this dire time?
    Am I a messenger?
    Is it my roll in reality to change how things are run?
    Everyone has a purpose, they say.
    Things happen for a reason.
    Oh lord, why did you put me in this time?

    Why was I born when I was?
    All I understand in reality...
    Was the number of my birthmonth...

    7.

    7 is a divine number. Thus, I must have a divine purpose.
    My roll must be one of the most important rolls in the universe.
    But how can I know that if I don't even know what I'm supposed to do?