..Is going to come to my birthday party on the 23rd :P I can't wait.
He's so awesome, I mean, I know I've only known him about a week, but every chat flows effortlessly. AND he's like my twin, I swear. Same birthday, Same Likes, Same hair ._. It makes me happy just talking to him.
Oh yeahhhhh :)
Tuesday, 30 June 2009
Jasmine
So um.. Yeah. This is Isak's ex. She's also his best friend.
He never stops talking about her ._.
I feel like I'm living in her shadow.
I don't mind, I'll ut up with it for him because he's the best thing that's ever happened to me, but sometimes it's like "ARGH". Like yesterday, I rang him, and he said that Jasmine'd told him I had commented on her Bilddagboken. He got all defensive saying "What did you say?" etc. I couldn't remember that particular comment, but it really put me out that he would seem so defensive over the fact I'd commented on hers, despite the fact she looked on mine first.
I have trust issues anyway, and she has another boyfriend who's friends with me and Isak independantly, but I'm so insecure and that, cause all I ever think about is "Does he really mean that? Why hasn't he rung me yet?" etc etc and it's not that I don't trust either of them, I just don't trust myself. I think I'm going to drive him away being so paranoid.
I tried to talk to him about a similar thing when I had issues about MY friend flirting with him, and he just said "1. She's not my type, she's a player. 2. I'm with you, if I wanted her instead I wouldn't be together with you". It makes sense, but that was someone he'd met twice, this is his best friend and I dunno if it's just because he's going to America tomorrow where he's in the same town as she is, and he's going to be with her for a whole month and I think he's going to do stuff or whatever, but it's like.. I don't want him to think I'm a crazy stalker ._.
He never stops talking about her ._.
I feel like I'm living in her shadow.
I don't mind, I'll ut up with it for him because he's the best thing that's ever happened to me, but sometimes it's like "ARGH". Like yesterday, I rang him, and he said that Jasmine'd told him I had commented on her Bilddagboken. He got all defensive saying "What did you say?" etc. I couldn't remember that particular comment, but it really put me out that he would seem so defensive over the fact I'd commented on hers, despite the fact she looked on mine first.
I have trust issues anyway, and she has another boyfriend who's friends with me and Isak independantly, but I'm so insecure and that, cause all I ever think about is "Does he really mean that? Why hasn't he rung me yet?" etc etc and it's not that I don't trust either of them, I just don't trust myself. I think I'm going to drive him away being so paranoid.
I tried to talk to him about a similar thing when I had issues about MY friend flirting with him, and he just said "1. She's not my type, she's a player. 2. I'm with you, if I wanted her instead I wouldn't be together with you". It makes sense, but that was someone he'd met twice, this is his best friend and I dunno if it's just because he's going to America tomorrow where he's in the same town as she is, and he's going to be with her for a whole month and I think he's going to do stuff or whatever, but it's like.. I don't want him to think I'm a crazy stalker ._.
Monday, 29 June 2009
Ew.
My right arm feels achy/numb in the crook of the elbow as if I'd held it in the air for half an hour.
I have no idea why.
&& I was just re-reading my entries, and I have the phrase "All in all a -- day" at the end of them WAY too often.
I have no idea why.
&& I was just re-reading my entries, and I have the phrase "All in all a -- day" at the end of them WAY too often.
Saturday, 27 June 2009
Thursday 25th June
Wow. Today was super.
I woke up at 7am, and was out the door by 8:30 to go to summer School just outside Vara. I was going to help my mum's friend Lotta who's an English teacher.
It was actually kinda fun, I thought it was going to be really boring, but I didn't want to say no 'cause that'd be mean xD
The kids there were really nice, I got on with all of them.
Then at 12:28 I got on the bus for the first time since finishing school and went up to Trollhättan. I never realized how boring it is, but seeing as most days I was practicaly unconsious through lack of sleep, I never noticed before now HAHA. It was swealtering on the bus, fucking terrible.
When I got to Trollhättan I met Isak (^^) and we dropped round to Karina's to get my boots, although she wasn't in. We walked up and down the high street for at least 30 minutes looking for a decent hairdressers for Isak X_X We also went into Kicks, Åhléns, Fairplay and Torget Kebab Shop to get chips ;D
After that we walked home, ate some fried pasta, and then watched TV with Zak. Isak decided to bleach his hair during this, and failed to comply with what I told him to do, which left him regretting he'd not done what I'd said (He bleached ALL of his hair instead of just the roots despite the fact I told him it'd fall out afterwards, and what did it do? Start to fall out afterwards).
Zak thought this was Hillarious.
All 3 of us then watched The Scooby Doo Movie 2, although most of this was spent talking, as no one was really interested in actually watching it, and just when everyone was getting ready to go to bed, Rune came up and told us all Michael Jackson was dead, to which Isak replied with a look of absolute shock, Zak carried on as normal, and I was like "..and?"
Isak spent the next 40 hours randomly saying "I don't believe that Michael Jackson is dead O_O" from nowhere. He even said it in his sleep at one point, although he could have been awake when he said it.
All in all, and proper awesome day (:
I woke up at 7am, and was out the door by 8:30 to go to summer School just outside Vara. I was going to help my mum's friend Lotta who's an English teacher.
It was actually kinda fun, I thought it was going to be really boring, but I didn't want to say no 'cause that'd be mean xD
The kids there were really nice, I got on with all of them.
Then at 12:28 I got on the bus for the first time since finishing school and went up to Trollhättan. I never realized how boring it is, but seeing as most days I was practicaly unconsious through lack of sleep, I never noticed before now HAHA. It was swealtering on the bus, fucking terrible.
When I got to Trollhättan I met Isak (^^) and we dropped round to Karina's to get my boots, although she wasn't in. We walked up and down the high street for at least 30 minutes looking for a decent hairdressers for Isak X_X We also went into Kicks, Åhléns, Fairplay and Torget Kebab Shop to get chips ;D
After that we walked home, ate some fried pasta, and then watched TV with Zak. Isak decided to bleach his hair during this, and failed to comply with what I told him to do, which left him regretting he'd not done what I'd said (He bleached ALL of his hair instead of just the roots despite the fact I told him it'd fall out afterwards, and what did it do? Start to fall out afterwards).
Zak thought this was Hillarious.
All 3 of us then watched The Scooby Doo Movie 2, although most of this was spent talking, as no one was really interested in actually watching it, and just when everyone was getting ready to go to bed, Rune came up and told us all Michael Jackson was dead, to which Isak replied with a look of absolute shock, Zak carried on as normal, and I was like "..and?"
Isak spent the next 40 hours randomly saying "I don't believe that Michael Jackson is dead O_O" from nowhere. He even said it in his sleep at one point, although he could have been awake when he said it.
All in all, and proper awesome day (:
Wednesday, 24 June 2009
Seaweed
I dyed my hair. Finally.
It's like, Seaweed colour :D
IT'S SO COOL?!
Uploading pics onto Bilddagboken and Facebook soon!
It's like, Seaweed colour :D
IT'S SO COOL?!
Uploading pics onto Bilddagboken and Facebook soon!
Monday, 22 June 2009
Fun fun fun
Not done much over the last few days. Had some test thingy on wednesday about my Autism that should've been on thursday too, but I work so fast that they didn't need to. I was therefore sat at home on thursday doing sweet fuck all.
Either friday or saturday I was supposed to go into Göteborg, but in the end I didn't, so Mark's going to buy the hair dye himself instead ^^
Friday we went to eat out in Falköping, but mother refused to listen to me when I said that everything would be shut, so we ended up going to McDonalds.. Because everything was shut -.-
We then went to Ninni's house to see kittens, and MY GOD O_O
They're so fucking cute!!
9 days old, I could hold them in one hand *melt*
We have to wait till august to get mine though, I wanted to take her there and then ;o
She's like, dark grey/black with a white patch on her chin/underneath of her neck, one just below, and one down my the back legs, and she has little white "socks" on her feet :3
I'm naming her Lyla :D
Saturday, 13 days before we drive to England, my stepdad managed to put our new car in a ditch somewhere near Vedum.
I knew he was a smart person, but I didn't know he was that fucking smart.
Apparently he was driving along from Herrljunga back home, and suddenly he was driving on the verge, so he tried to steer the car back up onto the road, and ended up rolling it into the ditch completely.
One of the wheels failed, and it's dented all over.
And this is about 3 weeks after he told me off for making a dent the size of a 50öre/1p coin on the back bumber. HAH.
Yesterday I bleached my hair. It came out an.. interesting colour. Ginger. It looks so cool! I almost don't want to colour it now haha.
Either friday or saturday I was supposed to go into Göteborg, but in the end I didn't, so Mark's going to buy the hair dye himself instead ^^
Friday we went to eat out in Falköping, but mother refused to listen to me when I said that everything would be shut, so we ended up going to McDonalds.. Because everything was shut -.-
We then went to Ninni's house to see kittens, and MY GOD O_O
They're so fucking cute!!
9 days old, I could hold them in one hand *melt*
We have to wait till august to get mine though, I wanted to take her there and then ;o
She's like, dark grey/black with a white patch on her chin/underneath of her neck, one just below, and one down my the back legs, and she has little white "socks" on her feet :3
I'm naming her Lyla :D
Saturday, 13 days before we drive to England, my stepdad managed to put our new car in a ditch somewhere near Vedum.
I knew he was a smart person, but I didn't know he was that fucking smart.
Apparently he was driving along from Herrljunga back home, and suddenly he was driving on the verge, so he tried to steer the car back up onto the road, and ended up rolling it into the ditch completely.
One of the wheels failed, and it's dented all over.
And this is about 3 weeks after he told me off for making a dent the size of a 50öre/1p coin on the back bumber. HAH.
Yesterday I bleached my hair. It came out an.. interesting colour. Ginger. It looks so cool! I almost don't want to colour it now haha.
Sunday, 14 June 2009
Grill Fest!
Today I'm having a BBQ :)
I invited like, 15 people, and up till yesterday only 7 were coming, but now it's only 5 as something came up and Abby&Stella can't come :( It sucks.
But at least the 5 I'm left with are awesome people :D
More later (:
I invited like, 15 people, and up till yesterday only 7 were coming, but now it's only 5 as something came up and Abby&Stella can't come :( It sucks.
But at least the 5 I'm left with are awesome people :D
More later (:
Saturday, 13 June 2009
Fights
Don't you hate it when parents fight?
My stepdad has this.. issue(?) where everytime I do something wrong, he thinks about it after it's delt with all the time, and then he'll think of something that he can use against me for the same reason, come home/back/up to me and start the argument all over again so that he can say that one thing, and it drives ´me and my mum crazy.
Like today - I downloaded a song illegally, my mum saw and had a go at me, so I stopped, and then my stepdad went out. He just came back, and has immediatly come to me asking about where I got the music that's playing off the computer, so I told him it was playing off youtube (Because it was) and then he's all "Show me." starting the argument again, and he wont back down untill I show him (Which I didn't). My mum told him to leave it, and he starts coming out with some bullshite about how he's worried about where I got the song from, and my mum tells him to shut the hell up because it's all been delt with and he doesn't need to bring it up again etc, and he just looks at her like she hasn't even said anything, and when they're done arguing, he acts like nothing happened at all, making my mum even more annoyed.
Why does he have to be such a fool?! Every single day something like this happens, and it's not fair on my mum, because she's always stuck in the middle. :(
My stepdad has this.. issue(?) where everytime I do something wrong, he thinks about it after it's delt with all the time, and then he'll think of something that he can use against me for the same reason, come home/back/up to me and start the argument all over again so that he can say that one thing, and it drives ´me and my mum crazy.
Like today - I downloaded a song illegally, my mum saw and had a go at me, so I stopped, and then my stepdad went out. He just came back, and has immediatly come to me asking about where I got the music that's playing off the computer, so I told him it was playing off youtube (Because it was) and then he's all "Show me." starting the argument again, and he wont back down untill I show him (Which I didn't). My mum told him to leave it, and he starts coming out with some bullshite about how he's worried about where I got the song from, and my mum tells him to shut the hell up because it's all been delt with and he doesn't need to bring it up again etc, and he just looks at her like she hasn't even said anything, and when they're done arguing, he acts like nothing happened at all, making my mum even more annoyed.
Why does he have to be such a fool?! Every single day something like this happens, and it's not fair on my mum, because she's always stuck in the middle. :(
Thursday, 11 June 2009
"Ninja Of Love"
Wow. Rain + Canal + Clothes = fun.
Trust me.
Yesterday me, Lindell and Isak decided it would be fun to go swimmin in the canal. In the rain. Fully clothed. Oh yes, it's true.
Aside from it being fucking freezeing, it was pretty damn fun.
And afterwards, Zakarias got to see Lindell in only wet underpants when he went looking for the phone in Zak's room hahaha. Qoute from Zak: "..What's with the gay shit?".
I got to stay at Isak's till long after Lindell left, watching "Mad TV", "Paris Hiltons BFF", "Mommy's Boy" and a movie called Blue something-or-other (I can't remember the whole name) which I'd seen before, but was still pretty good, until about 11pm when his dad got home and offered to drop me at my place.
All in all, a top notch day :)
Trust me.
Yesterday me, Lindell and Isak decided it would be fun to go swimmin in the canal. In the rain. Fully clothed. Oh yes, it's true.
Aside from it being fucking freezeing, it was pretty damn fun.
And afterwards, Zakarias got to see Lindell in only wet underpants when he went looking for the phone in Zak's room hahaha. Qoute from Zak: "..What's with the gay shit?".
I got to stay at Isak's till long after Lindell left, watching "Mad TV", "Paris Hiltons BFF", "Mommy's Boy" and a movie called Blue something-or-other (I can't remember the whole name) which I'd seen before, but was still pretty good, until about 11pm when his dad got home and offered to drop me at my place.
All in all, a top notch day :)
Sunday, 7 June 2009
This weekend
This weekend was amazing.
On saturday I went to Isak's. We made pie ;D TWO pies. It wasn't great pie, but it was fun making it in any case xD And going down to ICA to buy filling was fun too.
Shoulda let me carry the bag love ^^
Aaaaaaaand today Isak came here after work :P
Was way cool. We watched the Spongebob Movie (I can't believe he hadn't seen it before?!) and talked about who in the world would think about frying pie. (He did. Apparently.) Haha <3
And then we watched some of the 10th season of The Simpsons.
Legend (Y)
On saturday I went to Isak's. We made pie ;D TWO pies. It wasn't great pie, but it was fun making it in any case xD And going down to ICA to buy filling was fun too.
Shoulda let me carry the bag love ^^
Aaaaaaaand today Isak came here after work :P
Was way cool. We watched the Spongebob Movie (I can't believe he hadn't seen it before?!) and talked about who in the world would think about frying pie. (He did. Apparently.) Haha <3
And then we watched some of the 10th season of The Simpsons.
Legend (Y)
Thursday, 4 June 2009
Kingdom Hearts 3 [Contains Spoilers]
FUCKING BASTARDS?!
I just saw the intro for Kingdom Hearts 3 Click here to see it ....It looks like absolute shit.
Seriously, it's only coming out for the Playstation 3 [FAIL!!] The guy in the intro is no one who's been on the games before [Fail.] The guy being frozen looks remotely like Roxas, but no one is sure [Fail.] and the girl is.. WHO? [Fail.]
Square Enix, you've fucked us for the last time.
I've been waiting for this game since I got the second one when it came out, and now they're arse-fucking everyone by saying you can't buy it on anything but PS3?
That's dumb.
So you're telling me I have to fork out a shit load for a PS3 which, frankly, is shit compared to most other consoles, takes up loads of space, and for which you pay more for the other features that I wouldn't even use [t.ex Photo storage] JUST TO PLAY ONE FREAKING GAME?!
And on top of that, once I have it, I can't play the first two on it, so I have to keep my PS2..
Now, you might say that if I was a *true* Kingdom Hearts fan I'd spare the pain and buy it anyway, but no. Not this time. this is dumb. It would be different if maybe the PS3 could play PS2 games, because then it's be like upgrading rather than buying a whole new console, but that's not how it is, so why should I give money to and support Sony when they've completely turned me upside down in a pile of shit and held me there?
I FUCKING HATE YOU SQUARE ENIX!!
Final Fantasy still sucks.
I just saw the intro for Kingdom Hearts 3 Click here to see it ....It looks like absolute shit.
Seriously, it's only coming out for the Playstation 3 [FAIL!!] The guy in the intro is no one who's been on the games before [Fail.] The guy being frozen looks remotely like Roxas, but no one is sure [Fail.] and the girl is.. WHO? [Fail.]
Square Enix, you've fucked us for the last time.
I've been waiting for this game since I got the second one when it came out, and now they're arse-fucking everyone by saying you can't buy it on anything but PS3?
That's dumb.
So you're telling me I have to fork out a shit load for a PS3 which, frankly, is shit compared to most other consoles, takes up loads of space, and for which you pay more for the other features that I wouldn't even use [t.ex Photo storage] JUST TO PLAY ONE FREAKING GAME?!
And on top of that, once I have it, I can't play the first two on it, so I have to keep my PS2..
Now, you might say that if I was a *true* Kingdom Hearts fan I'd spare the pain and buy it anyway, but no. Not this time. this is dumb. It would be different if maybe the PS3 could play PS2 games, because then it's be like upgrading rather than buying a whole new console, but that's not how it is, so why should I give money to and support Sony when they've completely turned me upside down in a pile of shit and held me there?
I FUCKING HATE YOU SQUARE ENIX!!
Final Fantasy still sucks.
Skövde
So today I had another Entrance Exam, this time for ITGymnasiet in Skövde. We had to leave at like, 7:15 'cause we were going to pick up mam's friend Claudia before we went there, and it takes about, 1:30hrs to get to Skövde in the first place, so no sleep in morning for me D:
We got there at like, 8:50, and it started at 9:00. The whole thing, (2 English tests, 1 Maths test & an interveiw) was finished by 10:30 haha. Then mam and Claudia came and picked me up, and instead of going back to school to be bored we went shopping :D
We went to about.. 20 shops. Literally. And I got a dress for Skolavslutning ^^ It's like, a pale orange halter neck. Really nice.. :P
And I finally got new Converse! the Union Jack ones I said I was getting were discontinued, so they don't make them anymore -.- Fucking sucks. But now I have one pair of white and one pair of Black Converse (They're not proper converse, but who cares, they look the same so all's good ^^)
My back fucking kills now, but oh well xD
School again tomorrow though, I hope we have no tests, I've done enough to last a life time this week D:
Everyone should come to our Skolavslutning next friday by the way (Obviously this is aimed at people who are NOT in 9blå). It's at Torsbohallen in Trollhättan, starts at like, 10:00, but if anyone needs a lift there, I'm sure mam can supply one.
We got there at like, 8:50, and it started at 9:00. The whole thing, (2 English tests, 1 Maths test & an interveiw) was finished by 10:30 haha. Then mam and Claudia came and picked me up, and instead of going back to school to be bored we went shopping :D
We went to about.. 20 shops. Literally. And I got a dress for Skolavslutning ^^ It's like, a pale orange halter neck. Really nice.. :P
And I finally got new Converse! the Union Jack ones I said I was getting were discontinued, so they don't make them anymore -.- Fucking sucks. But now I have one pair of white and one pair of Black Converse (They're not proper converse, but who cares, they look the same so all's good ^^)
My back fucking kills now, but oh well xD
School again tomorrow though, I hope we have no tests, I've done enough to last a life time this week D:
Everyone should come to our Skolavslutning next friday by the way (Obviously this is aimed at people who are NOT in 9blå). It's at Torsbohallen in Trollhättan, starts at like, 10:00, but if anyone needs a lift there, I'm sure mam can supply one.
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